I slide my back against the wall
Pull my knees close
I stare blankly off to the world
Trying to remember how to feel
I have grown numb
Accustomed to the pain
I turn my head
I see my life
Trying to pass by me
The people walking past
Not even stopping to say hi
I see a world
That I am growing numb too
A world I don’t care in
Seeing parts of me fighting
For something to believe in
Yet the faith I have is gone
I tilt my head back and stare up
I wish I knew how to fight
Fight a battle that’s deep in my head
All I hear is the life around me
Me losing a battle that I just can’t win
Watching a love one
Who has stopped caring for themselves
The burden has been placed on me to hold
The weight on my shoulders
Are getting to be too much to bear
How can I carry anymore
I try and keep myself alive
It’s hard when the world is passing me by
Seeing a loved one place more on these shoulders
Wrapping my arms around my knees
Burning my head
The tears begins to fall
How much can a person bear
Before it’s much
Does the family seem to care
I fight this battle
Deep inside
Everyday I keep going
Not letting anyone see
Except for today
A glimpse you all see
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