I’m Sorry

 Written 3/20/2025

I am sorry

I am sorry I am not good enough

I am stressed all the time

I am fighting everyday to alive

I doubt everything around me

I hear how I am far

I need to be better

Do better

I feel like I am all alone

I am sorry when I look at you

I doubt

The love you have for me

When you want to touch me

That it is true and pure

Yet I want to say it is not

You want me to be someone else

I fight so hard to believe it’s not true

I should know the truth

I believe what you tell me

When you look at me you see beauty

When I see me

I see this disgusting person

Who fights depression

PTSD and so much more

I am not worth it