Am I Worth It

 Please tell me

Am I worth it

Worth to love

And get to know

Someone to talk to

Not get embarrassed of

Am I worth the emotions

Feelings that are built up

Deep within

That feels like a speeding train

Before it crashes

The pain in your chest

Is from caring too much

Not because of something negative 

Am I worth those long nights

Those endless smiles

Long phone calls

Texts that go all day

All you do is think of is the other person

Am I worth it

I feel like I am not

You want to lead me on

Say those right things

Tell me I’m pretty

Say you care

But am I worth it

All I get is answers that do not add up 

Change of subject

Put back on me

I guess I have my answer

I am not

Not worth all those good things

That I want to show you

Those endless nights

Long goodnights

For I am not worth it

I seems to never will be