You were there when I lost everything
Lost my home
Family
Friends
You were there when I got screamed at
Told I wasn’t good enough
I was a terrible person
I felt like I wouldn’t amount to anything
Made to feel no man will every want me
Not even you
You were there as I sat there bleeding
Blood dripping down my leg
Tears staining my cheeks
So much pain filled me
I hated everyone
Yet, shame overwhelmed me
You were there when I told the guy no
I was blamed for what happened
Told if I didn’t go I wouldn't be in the situation I was in
I wouldn’t have lost more friends
You were there when another guy broke my heart
You picked up the broken pieces
Tried to glue them back with gold
Handled them so delicate
Like I may break again
The words you spoke
Only told me that I was worth more
You were there when I wanted to give up
Felt like driving off a bridge
Hiding all those suicidal thoughts
Thoughts of shelf harm
You wet there
Telling me how precious I was
Even to you, I was worth a 1000 words
Love behind each one filled me
Replaced the darkness
You never gave up on me
When I gave up on myself
You encouraged me
When I continued to say negative things
Daily for years truth came pouring out
Even to my deaf ears
I heard you
You never left me
You stayed
You saved me
You didn’t even know it
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