Too Much

 I know I’m too much

I have been told more than not

No one wants me

I'm not lovable 

I know I need you

More than I should

Everyone has left me

Probably for the good

I face my demons daily

Fight to stay alive

Yet my mind walks 

down a dark beaten path

Everyone’s back too me

Making me all alone

I will survive 

I always do

I wonder 

How much longer

Before I push you away too