Saturday, June 1, 2024

All I See is Letters




Words are swirling like a raging storm

Nothing making sense

Chaos encasing my thoughts

No freedom from this hurricane

Closing my eyes

Taking deep breaths

Trying to find peace deep inside

Only to find a wind storm of words

Words trying to act like raindrops

Falling from the ominous clouds

The clouds circling like a raging tornado

Words only turn into letters

Letters stop making words

Fall like hail

Hard to the ground 

I can hear the echoes of each falling letter

Trying to make a word

As it slams to the ground 

With such infuriation

Bending down

Picking up the letters

That are falling

I am trying to make sense of it all

Screams from across the way ring out

Blood curling sounds are heard

I collapse to the ground

The sounds are deafening

Splashes from the hail

The winds still howling

Nothing is making sense still

How can it

When everything is flying at me

The debris with such force

From everything around me

Yet I can’t see where anything is coming from

Eyes shut tight

Trying to breathe

Hyperventilation trying to leave

Holding it back

Only to have panic set in

How can I describe what I am feeling

When there is so much emotion 

Big emotions

Radiating off of me

As if I can calm down enough

I can’t explain 

The fierceness of the wind gets stronger

The blocks of ice are thicker

The blood curling sounds pierce your ears

To the point of shattering your ear drums

Yet, here I am

Collapsed again

On this wet cold ground

Hurricanes

Tornadoes

Every storm circling around me

Somehow

I need to explain it

The words can’t flow

All I see are letters



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