Sunday, June 22, 2025

TW: Home Alone

 Written: 1/30/2025


Home alone

Thoughts invading me

As I fight and fight

The feeling of not wanting to be here

Not knowing how much I can take

How much breath I have left

Debating on method

Pills

Sharp objects

What would work best

Do I tell someone how bad it’s gotten

I keep telling everyone I am fine

My expression goes numb

Feelings aren’t there

Now a house to myself

The feeling of not wanting to be here

Only increases with each passing moment


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