Sunday, April 19, 2026

Change

 I should change

Even if it’s just for you

Hide everything about me

I want you happy

I want to please you

Beyond words

Sexually

And non

You think your not good enough

I fear I’m not

Yet I love you

More than words

I wish I wasn’t me

The lifestyle behind me

Yet it’s in me

As much as it’s not in you

I want you

All of you

Wish you knew the depth

Maybe one day

You’ll see

I want you

Only you


Written: 2018

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