Remembering You

 I breathe you in

As if it was my last day

Remembering what you smell like

Wishing you were here

 

You in your overalls

And a white shirt

And muddy shoes

You smell like your summer job

 

Only if I knew that day

Would have been my last

I see you sitting there

Across the room

You stopped me dead

 

You looked at me as I looked at you

Our stares locked

Like if we were the only ones

No one else was there

 

I loved you

I loved you more than any other

I come back

I breathe you in

Not knowing this would be my last

 

I remember how you smelled

How you smiled back at me

How you hugged me

How you kissed me

I remember everything about you

 

I loved you

Loved you more than any other

More than you will ever know

 

I sit on a hill and cry

Cry harder than I have ever

You are no longer here

You will never know

How much you will be missed

 

I missed saying goodbye

I will never say goodbye

You still live with me

 

I remember how you smelled

How you smiled

How you hugged me

How you kissed me

 

I loved you

I love you more than an other

More than you will ever know

 

I miss you

I miss you everyday

I miss knowing you are here

I miss being able to talk to you

I miss everything good

 

I miss you

I love you

I will always remember you

 

Written: 2017