STOP - TW

 Stop talking to me

Stop shouting my name

I hear you but, I don’t want you

You whispering won’t help either

 

Molested

Sexual Assault

Rape

Domestic Violence

 

Does that ring a bell

How about now

No

That’s my life

That’s my story

 

I feel so dirty

And so unwanted

I feel like trash

For I am damaged

 

He was old

He was 15

He was 16

He was 17

He was 51

 

They all knew

Knew what they were doing

They hurt me

People laughed

It was all me

 

I tried

I tried to stop some of it

The dirtiness is back

The rape is here

The assault is haunting

 

They were trusted

They were friends

They were family

I trusted

They hurt

 

Stop reminding me

How damaged I am

Stop telling me

And making me remember

 

Stop talking

Stop whispering

I can’t take it

I can’t take it no more

Written: 2017