I see you standing there
From across the room
Watching me
Listening to me
Waiting for me to move
What are you waiting for
What do you want
Is there something I am doing
Why do I have your attention
I look above and I see it
I look at you and I get it
The black cloud is forming
And you are waiting to sneak in
Waiting to see what I am going to do
Every way I move the cloud moves
Moving left
Moving right
The cloud moves
The bigger the cloud gets
The closer you come
You are just a dark shadow
That lies deep within
The bigger the cloud
The more form you take
You are me
The darker me
The sadder me
Why are you here
Why are you watching me
Seeing if I will break
I am fighting you
I am fighting you
Do you not see me fighting
Do you not see me trying
Trying to get away from you
You keep coming in
You keep destroying me
Leave me alone and get out
Get out of my head
Get out of my life
Get out of my way
I push you and my hands
Just push through you
And you stare and laugh
The laugh is so cold
You can feel the coolness
The icy breathe you form
I keep trying to push you
My hands keep pushing through
You grab my wrists
The hold is so tight
You are coming in
You are coming in
And I can not stop you
Stop
Leave me be
I do not want you
Leave me so I can be happy
Why
Why are doing this
You hold my wrists tight
They begin to burn
From your frostbit hands
I begin to fall
Falling to my knees
This is where you want me
This is how you like me
Where I can not get up
Where I can not fight
You stand over me
You laugh at me
You laugh at me
Once again you have won
You
Have
Won
Written between 2017 and 2018
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