Why

 Why am I here

Why am I even staying

You don't touch me

When I ask you act like you can't

I am second in your life

I always have been

Never first

 

You can't eat that

Don't watch that

Don't do this and Don't do that

You are controlling

Even demanding

 

I am trying to love you

Through all of this

You are making it hard

 

You yelling

Your tone

Even your actions

Say it loud

That you really don't

want me here

 

Why don't you just tell me

I know

You just want me to mess up

Mess up one more time

You know then

You will keep her

Keep her from me

Written 1/7/2018