I Miss You

 Written 3/30/2020

I miss you everyday

More than you know

I hope you’d come back

The feeling slowly goes

I know deep down that it will never be

I will always love you

More than I can imagine 

More than I want to admit

I can't ever share that love

Not with another

Nor would I want

Maybe it’s too soon

For me to even try

It’s been months since we split

A month since you stopped talking

The pain and love is still there

The need and the desire

I still see me kneeling 

Looking up at you

Crying and begging

Not for you for you to go

I still feel the collar on my neck

Since I was one the one to remove it

It’s hard to imagine it not there no more

I was yours for so long

The love is still strong

The trust is so broken

I wish it wasn’t

I still want to be yours

Be your kitten

Be your lil one

Just be yours

I dream of you often

You loving me like before

That touch of yours

Won’t ever be

I wish it was