Look at Me

 LOOK AT ME

LOOK AT ME

What do you see

You see filth

You see scars

You see blood

You don’t see me

 

Look AT me

What do you see

You see the torment

You see the little girl

You see the pain

 

Damn it look at me

What do you see

Someone crying for help

Someone failing

Someone giving up

Someone wanting to die

 

Someone who doesn’t want to live

Someone who needs a release

Someone who needs to shutdown

 

What do you see

When you look at me

Someone who is strong

Someone who has to fight

Someone who cares

 

Right now I see weak

I see someone who gave up

I see someone who lost

 

I see the dirtiness on you

The filth from them

They cover your body

So you are not clean

Shame comes over you

Wondering even if that is right

 

You see scum growing on you

The steam is making it grow

For nothing is helping

For this is what you see

 

Look at me

Look at me

What do you see

 

Someone who hates

Someone who struggles

Someone who is assaulted

Someone who is raped

Someone who is weak

Someone who is  no one

 

Look at me

 

Look at me

Written: 2017