Will You

 Will you come with me

Will you do this with me

Will you do anything with me

I keep asking

The answer is the same

Always the same

 

Your answer never changes

Why should it

I am not worth your time

You made that clear

No matter how much I beg

I am not worth it

 

I need to do this

I need to do that

Nothing that is work related

Always for pleasure

Nothing important

 

I am not important to you

I beg ask you again

Will you go with me

Will you come with me

Will you just do anything

 

The answer is always the same

The answer never changes

Why do I it expect to

That would be asking to much

Asking that much of you

 

Asking will you do something

Should never be a chore

You should always want to

No, I am not worth it to you

 

I am not your game

I am not your radio club

I am not your friends

I just am

 

Apparently being just me

Is not enough

Was I ever enough

Then you treat me I am not

 

I am tired of asking

I am tired of begging

I am tried of fighting

 

Please just tell me

Tell me what you want

I don’t know anymore

Written: 2018