Tuesday, February 13, 2024

My Angel - TW

 My Angel

Two words I never thought I’d hear again 

two words that form a sentence 

Have so much power

Two words that brought devastation 

Heartbreak

And so much pain


Memories of a night I want to forget

Yet it’s engraved in me like it was yesterday 

The pain, the erratic driving, even the yelling 

Screaming of someone walking out of my life

All because they read those words


Do I blame them no

Yet that pain still rushed in

The memories flooded back

Like a tsunami crashing the shore

The debris my memories 

Of the months before


My angel

How many girls were called that

How many were abused

Raped

Assaulted

Before he walked away


For me, he stayed for months

Raped me, assaulted me, abused me

Called me his angel the whole time 

When my husband read those words

His world crashed

Mine got worse

No matter what

Those words always bring destruction


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