Jealousy

 Written: 1/16/23

Paranoia sets in

Feeling like you are being replaced

Seeing the pictures 

You wish were you

Beginning to feel envy

No way of control 

You hope you’re ok

Stare off blankly

Envious of life

Not yours

Probably nor will it be

How to stop the green

All alone 

In my head 

Feeling of unwanted 

Abandoned 

Beating myself up

Those shouldn’t be felt

Anger

Frustration 

Are their words being spewed 

Only in my head

Are things said

what I want to hear

How do I know the truth

The truth isn’t hear

Destined to be alone

Surviving isn’t real