Once Again

 Going through drawers

Years of memories

Cleaning them out to make way for the new

Giving things away

Finding things to trash

I come across a red envelope

With my name on it

I open it

The card reads 

I love you

I stop and pause

I open it 

Before I read what was said 

I saw your nickname

When I thought you were gone

I only had memories on Facebook

Now you invaded my home 

Yet I don’t remember saving this card

I thought I got rid of you

The memories we shared

For the pain and hurt is still there

Flowing through my veins

Down to my core

Seeing your name

Everything came flooding back

Everything I felt from that day

When you said you no longer wanted me

My heart crushing and breaking 

Into a million pieces

Somehow you don’t know

I doubt you care

Back to your life

Back to your wife

Everything you said

Was just a lie

I believed you

I thought you loved me

I loved you to my core

For I would have done anything for you

You destroyed me in just a flash

6 years later

You still have the impact

When I see your face

See your words

The pain flows up

The tears like waterfalls

I try once again to bury you

Forgot about you once again