Torment 2

 I feel you coming closer

Whispering in my ear

Trying to make me remember

What fun we had

 

The more you talk

The more I struggle

To stay alive

To stay free from you

 

You remind me that I am numb

To the pain you bring

For I feel is the high

You give off

 

Your voice grows louder

As i cover my ears

To make you stop talking

The harder I push

The louder you talk

 

You remind me how good

I feel after the first

And then the second

How I need a third

And a fourth

 

Stop talking to me

Please leave me alone

I know you all to well

For I know I can’t control you

I am trying to fight you

 

The flashes of darkness

Mixed in with blood

Come flooding in

Reminding me again

How good you feel

 

I want you so bad

You are not good for me

I know you to well

And I know to say

I need help

 

Written: 2018